22 April, 2008

Non nobis, Domine, sed nomini tuo da gloriam.

My high school choir teacher died this week. Cancer killed her. Years and years of fighting. Chemo. Wigs. Weakness. Her husband is confined to a wheelchair. One of her sons is known as "a disappointment." She taught all of the choirs for the school - elementary, advanced elementary (Wed. afternoons), middle school, high school, and a capella. She was also involved in church choirs. Before Mrs. T, choir was held in a beat up trailer behind the school (band still is), and had been for years. The school focused on their atheletics; the fine arts program existed because all schools need a fine arts program. It is a small high school - around 200 children. Mrs. T got between 70 and 80 of them to school an hour early every school day, and several other days beside. The choir was moved inside, and eventually the room (with the technical capacity of 30) was revamped with more acoustic friendly tiling. The guys wore tuxedos. She got the school to help fund an annual choir trip - to New York, Toronto, Orlando, San Antonio... She continued teaching until less than a month ago. I can't picture the place without her. More importantly, she loved the Lord. She was passionate, dedicated, and tireless. I never saw her without a smile. Her patience with me gave me the courage to continue to sing wherever i can; to volunteer for church choirs. I know how much she means to so many people, and how her example inspired. Now she is dead. Life goes on. Her funeral is hundreds and hundreds of miles away. My brothers still need to be teased and my papers still need to be written. She is dead.

4 comments:

  1. This is a fitting memorial to such a good woman. I had the good fortune to meet women like this when I was younger, too, and the older I get, the more awed I am by their capacity for love and generosity, especially in the face of their own hardships. However sad her death was, your teacher's life was a triumph, and the fact that you wrote this post shows that clearly.

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  3. Thank you for not sugar coating the word dead. Too often we shield ourselves from this very real concept. No worries about Mrs. T's death though, we know where she is and will see her again soon.

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  4. mw - thank you.

    b - yes, that is a great comfort. but she's still not here anymore, which is something i still can't quite get my mind around.

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